LISTEN : below are a selection of pieces available to listen online

PERFORM : scores of music are available to buy as downloads or professionally printed copies

The light (2017)

  Commissioned by Streetwise Opera                                                                          Premiered 10th March 2017, Gosforth Civic Thretre, Newcastle

Libretto by Newcastle/Gateshead Performers

It has been a fantastic experience working with the Streetwise Opera Newcastle/Gateshead performers, workshop leaders and the Streetwise Opera team. The brief for writing the libretto was: 'You're on top of a mountain, darkness has fallen and you cannot see a step in front or behind you. Then a light appears. Do you trust it?' This is our response.

 

then the letting go (sibling)

   Commissioned by Meredith Moore                    Premiered 19th June 2015, Shapeshifter Lab, New York           Poet: Emily Dickinson

Mezzo-Soprano, Horn, Cymbals

This work was commissioned by Meredith Moore for the occasion of her 30th birthday. The brief was to write something close to my heart, so I decided to incorporate this piece into a work-in-progress, ‘Songs for Marvellous’. This song-cycle is dedicated to the memory of my son, Marvellous, who was stillborn on 3rd September 2014. Emily Dickinson's poem, 'After a great pain a formal feeling comes', explores the existence of grief in our lives and the journey we take when we lose someone we love. I was particularly taken by the line ‘This is the Hour of Lead’ – in fact, it haunted me. I took the title of the piece from the last line of the poem: '- then the letting go'. I was unable to set the line as I hadn't/ haven't yet reached that point of my journey, but I wanted to honour the poem and the possibility that I may be able to come back to it. 


Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep (2014)

           Commissioned by Carvetii Trio                                            Premiered 7th December 2014, Lanercost Priory   Poet: Mary Elizabeth Frye (1932)

Soprano, Mezzo-Soprano, Mezzo-Soprano

In the autumn of 2014, I lost both my unborn son, Marvellous, and my Nanny, Vita Pinto. This poem struck me initially as Marvellous was born in Italy and we had an awful experience trying and failing to bring him home. It then chimed with me again at my Nanny's funeral as we all stood around her grave singing our hearts out as we said goodbye. This piece is written with the utmost love.


A Domani, People. A Domani (2013)

Commissioned by Royal Philharmonic Society                          Premiered 1st November 2013, Barbican Hall, London  Guildhall Young Artists

Guitar, Flute, Viola & Cello

This piece broke a year’s worth of self-imposed, yet impenetrable, composers’ block and despite its origins being in anger and frustration, the end result is joyful and even playful at times. This piece is dedicated to my ‘Self’; to that person who is so easy to take for granted, yet sometimes you just need to be a little kinder to.


Lesser Trefoil (2012)

Commissioned by Clare Whistler                                                    Premiered on 30 June 2012, City of London Festival Performed by Hannah Watts

Solo piece for high voice & flute

Commissioned for the 'Where the Wildflowers Are' concert that explored wildflowers through poetry and music. Using the voice and flute from one performer, this piece explores the characteristics of Lesser Trefoil, a common lawn weed with pretty yellow flowers. 


Shunned Street (2011)

Commissioned by Leeds Lieder + Festival                                                                                 Mezzo Soprano & Piano   Poet: Joanne Brandon

Shunned Street was inspired by the legend of Pope Joan, a female pope who was only discovered not to be male when she gave birth whilst on procession. It is said that even today this street is shunned by the Pope's procession. It was absolutely fantastic to work with poet Jo Brandon.


I Remember. Like I'm the Only (2012)

Written as part of the Adopt a Composer scheme                Premiered on 13th October 2012 at the Musical Museum  Kew Wind Orchestra

Wind Band

I Remember. Like I’m the Only is inspired by the Row for Freedom team of five women who rowed across the Atlantic, breaking two world records whilst raising awareness of human trafficking.

I wanted to explore the idea of being in a situation that nobody else could ever experience; the insecurity, fear, loneliness, awe and countless other indescribable emotions that may be endured by an individual when venturing into the unknown, whether by choice or by force.

N.B. The piece starts very quietly


... and you know we'll be alright? (2011)

In Memoriam Pili Marchori                                                                                                                              For Orchestra

... and you know we’ll be alright? was written in 2011 during a period of both foreseen and unforeseen changes. A futile melody bumbles along and is enveloped and obliterated by the chord invading the orchestra and destroying everything in its wake.

… and you know we’ll be alright? is dedicated to those people whose lives have been affected by cancer and commemorates the incredible strength shown by both sufferers and their loved ones that this experience inevitably evokes.

N.B. The piece starts very quietly